Saturday, June 6, 2009

Tea in the Afternoon While it rains

Teapot fragrantly steaming,
Butter melting on oven warm bread,
Doughnuts counted, neatly placed,
Laughter echoes as you both try to be mother,
Grabbing the teapot at the same time,
Brown fragrant liquid spills,
Staining the white damask tablecloth,
Out side the thunder echoes,
Rolling and bouncing between the hills,
Rain drops dance and hammer on tin roof,
A few escape the wildness of the storm,
Drop silently beside you, eager to share the tea,
A fire burns brightly, in the fireplace,
Taking a bite from the damp, chill air
Hands touch, for a moment linger,
Hungry for the warmth, the closeness,
A delicate cheek blushes rosy red from shyness,
Bold eyes follow the red as it travels,
Down snowy neck then disappears,
Bold eyes linger for a moment on heaving breasts,
Then return; gaze deep in to summer sky blue eyes,
Forgotten now the tea, doughnuts, butter melting,
The rain still dances and hammers on a tin roof,
Thunder still echoes, rolling between the hills.

From my short story: Every Night is a Holiday for Death

Doors slam closed. Television volumes are turned to their highest settings. Windows slam shut as screams break the cloying darkness into a thousand pieces. The shattered slivers bounce
and careen down a littered alleyway. A few shards stick to the glue like dirt, dirt that has built up over the years and turned old, weather worn bricks into nondescript ugliness. Jane street residents huddle close together and shiver in the oppressive, fear filled night.

The screams end as suddenly as they began. A death rattle is followed by the splashing of two pairs of feet racing through the garbage filled puddles. This too fades away into the endless heat. A brilliant bolt of lightning rips the darkness to shreds, tipping over a large cauldron near to overflowing with heaven’s tears.

The rain that had paused for an hour, to take a breather, starts up heavier than ever. The only sounds are the occasional cracking of distant thunder and the rain sizzling into puddles and knocking on darkened windows.

Thunder rolls, booms and bounces up Young Street. The weary, bedraggled street sleepers huddling in doorways pull soggy cardboard closer around them-selves and try to get comfortable.

No one living in this ghetto of ramshackle tenements is interested in sticking their respective noses into anyone else’s business. Screams and death rattles are nothing new to the dwellers of this drug filled war zone. Death stalks the streets day and night and it’s better to ignore it or it might be you and yours spilling guts onto mounds of rotting refuse.

Sirens wail, howl their way between rain soaked canyon walls, walls of brick, walls of stone and glass. Their haunting song of sorrow echoes long after the ambulance, long after black and white cop cars have raced past them. Rain drops hissing into fetid pools does nothing to relieve the oppressive heat of a mid August, Toronto night.
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Detective Ryan Telford slammed the door of his non-descript grey Chevy and splashed through puddles filled with the flotsam and jetsam of life. The dank alleyway smelled rancid from three weeks worth of uncollected garbage. Telford edged his way around mounds of rotting, rat filled refuse and entered the alley.

Light from two large flashlights shimmered through raindrops and guided the detective to a half naked, headless, spread eagle body of a young woman. There was something hauntingly familiar about the broken, almost nude bit of cold human clay. “But there always is,” Ryan reminded himself.

“Hell of a night boys, just what do we have here? And for God sakes cover her up, no woman decent or not should be exposed like a sideshow.” Detective Telford bent over for a closer look. It was difficult to make out the color of her drenched, expensive, looking dress.

Ryan wasn’t an expert on women’s fashion but he had spent long hours gazing into store windows with his wife Miranda and knew quality clothes when he saw them. “That was a life time ago,” he reminded himself. The young patrolman gagged in answer. Telford shouted, “Damn it man, if you’re going to regurgitate your supper, get out of the alley to do it.”

Heavy boots splash through deep puddles. Little waves washing against grime crusted bricks do nothing to soften the years of filth.

The other patrolman looked a little green around the gills but it was hard to tell in this light. “Won’t it disturb the evidence?”

“Hell man, any evidence has been washed away.” Ryan felt like shouting so he could drown out the retching sounds coming from the corner. He sighed, “I guess you’re right. The forensic boys will give us hell if any foreign fibres are added to the body. He bent over, turned his head and pulled the dress down as far as he could.

The hammering rain gave up its useless attempt to cool the sun heated bricks and faded to a trickle and then stopped altogether. Storm clouds parted and a half crescent moon peered down onto the gruesome sight.

Windows squeak open. Sounds of life, love and anger, trapped inside tiny sweat boxes escape from behind pigeon dropping crusted window panes. Somewhere in the distance a tenor sax begins a plaintive wail, piercing the darkness. A soft voiced violin joins in, adding its two cents worth to the impromptu jam session. The haunting duet’s tune sounds familiar to Ryan. Memories long buried in little cupboards and cubby holes at the bottom of his mind surface for a stretched moment.

A vision of a star filled, moon bright night flashes across his memories eyes. Warm, jasmine scented air and the odour of a female in heat wash over him. Miranda’s sexy, throaty laughter echoes in the corridors of his mind.

Sweating, eager bodies, couple in fiery passion in a life boat on the cruise ship Sea Sprite as strains of saxophone and violin escape the ball room’s half open door.

“Detective?”

The soft feminine voice drags Telford back from his honeymoon, back from better days, back to the reality of death and a stinking alleyway.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Taste the Wind Blowing out of the Canyon

Have a beer for me on Saturday night
And another for Sunday morning
If you never do anything else
I want you to pay heed to my warning
The saints will sit on the back of the bus
And tell you where you should be going
Drag yourself out of your dark bitter mind
Taste the wind blowing out of the canyon
Life can become pretty tense
And at times it will be mind blowing
All you can do is give your dreams your best shot
Don’t get caught up with pointless things
Or you will ride the train going backwards
It will take you to places you don’t want to go
Remind you of the change that is needed
When the child on the corner begs you for bread
Will you pay attention to his sad pleading
Or will you just kick him out of your way
Is more violence all we are needing
The poor cry out for their fair share
And the rich cry to keep the money they’ve earned
There doesn’t seem to be any middle ground
Please pay attention to the way the world turns
Or you’ll never know where you’re going
Not that it matters if you ever do
All destinations are the same in the morning
The sinners will walk where saints never go
And take you to pleasure filled places
But if you travel down that winding road
You’ll end up right back where you started
Have a beer for me on Saturday night
And another for Sunday morning
If you never do anything else
I want you to pay heed to my warning
The saints will sit on the back of the bus
And tell you where you should be going
Drag yourself out of your dark bitter mind
Taste the wind blowing out of the canyon

Thursday, June 4, 2009

A wild day

It is a wild day
Not a kite flying day
The savage brutal wind
Banishes the leaves
Leaving the naked trees
To huddle close and shiver
Their coloured coats
Are scattered,
Windblown and tattered
Becoming quickly covered
Underneath the flakes
Of the falling snow
I walk between leafy furrows
Where small mice can burrow
Feel icy winter fingers
Brush none too gently
Against my bearded face
Hearth and home are waiting
Its warmth I am contemplating
A hot toddy must be
The order of the day
It will wash away the coldness
Take the sting
From winters boldness
Calm my wild racing heart
I am enchanted and delighted
My thoughts are enlightened
By the wonder and the might
Of this brewing winter storm
I do not wish to leave it
Give in to my need for being warm
It is a wild day
Not a kite flying day
But I wish my kite were with me
I would love to see it sailing high
As the darkness begins to settle
I sill stay to test my metal
Against all that Mother Nature
Can ever throw my way
As I turn to hearth and home
I am glad I took time to roam
And take deep within the flavour
Of this wild winter day

Birds of War Birds of Prey

Contrails of war birds
Criss-cross angrily
Polluting the summer sky
With their whiteness
Eggs full of death
Drop from their pregnant bellies
Blood, bone, flesh and sinew
Are mashed together
Women with babes in arms
Men carrying young children
Scream in fear
Scream in pain
Scream as the fire consumes them
Dark greasy spots
Are the remains
Of dog of cat
Of man of woman
Of baby of child
And above
The birds of prey circle
Looking for movement
Their bellies still half full
Still swollen with eggs of death

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Elusive does Creativity Flow

Rembrandt screams at me
In a cornucopia
Of shapes and colours
Dead eyes watch
Follow my every move
I return their stare

Let them laugh
Deride my poor attempts
At putting pigment
On pure white canvas

I do not care
For I live, love and cry
I see their death
Reflected in each
Cracked, age worn eye

Beethoven’s pure, sweet notes
Paint pictures in my mind
And stir within me
A great creative muse

My fingers bleed
Soon worn to the bone

No matter the long hours
That I pound on yellowed ivory
The black and white keys
Follow their own selfish dream

Robbie Burn’s words
Still give me hope
That I still may achieve
Some sweet measure of greatness
Fame and fickle fortune
May at last
Knock loudly on my door

Paper, in pristine whiteness
Stares boldly back at me
Mocking, making fun
Just as Rembrandt’s people did

I laugh back in return
Because I am still alive